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[stargazer_baby]

i watch TV all night
instead of studying for my midterm
i watch gilmore girls because it reminds me of my mom
i watch sex and the city because it makes me think
i took up baking
i made cookies tonight

i am a girl
who gives herself excuses
to many
i have two tooth brushes in my tooth brush holder
one is yours that i gave you one early morning
when you forgot yours
and for some reason i haven't thrown it out
i just keep it there telling myself that when mine is done
i will just move on to that one
but then i look at it and somehow it has this strange meaning
like it tells me that there was something, there is something out there for me
this is like carrie's article on the socks...

i've been having sex dreams about my ex
a lot of them actually
but they are wierd
they are not like my normal sex dreams
there is no passion it is more just the known
the idea of sex with some that i know
i don't know but i wish they would stop..
i like my faceless man more