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I'm having one of those days. One of those awful days where everything is ridiculous and nothing is easy.
I threw up earlier, which I haven't done in a really really long time.
Brian is being a royal DICK because he's "in a mood"...and when he's in a mood, WATCH THE FUCK OUT because he's a ruthless asshole who doesn't give a shit WHAT he says or how you take it.
I woke up late, so I didn't shower. I didn't shower yesterday, either, but I was still clean from a late shower on Friday. So, basically, I haven't bathed in 2 to 3 days. That is disgusting, and believe me, I feel the film of grime all over me. It's nasty.
I wanted to be comfy today, so I'm wearing yoga pants, a tshirt and a Montevallo sweatshirt. But since I layed the sweatshirt out to dry instead of putting it in the dryer, and SOMEBODY put something on top of it, it didn't dry very well and it smelled like mildew or something when I put it on.
There's a dead animal under the floor in the control room. I thought it was me that stuck, but I smelled it yesterday and Friday, so it's not me. I'm scared to lift the tile to see what it is...but I'm sure it's just a mouse or something, but the smell IS pretty awful and large. It doesn't seem like a mouse would produce that much stink.
I have a good feeling about the coming months, though.
Clove cigarettes aren't on sale in the USA anymore, so I'm quitting.
It's a good thing to be forced and not have them available, because I'm really weak-willed with things like that.
So, if I'm not able to smoke, I won't be interested in drinking. They go hand in hand, you see.
It's nice to just step away from that and realize how much easier life is going to be without it.
Ugh. I'm REALLY disgusting today. I can't wait to go home and shower and change the sheets and cuddle up with a good book.
I'm not socializing with anyone and I'm not cutting anyone's hair. I'm going to go home and just...shut myself off.
And stop stinking. Ugh.
I threw up earlier, which I haven't done in a really really long time.
Brian is being a royal DICK because he's "in a mood"...and when he's in a mood, WATCH THE FUCK OUT because he's a ruthless asshole who doesn't give a shit WHAT he says or how you take it.
I woke up late, so I didn't shower. I didn't shower yesterday, either, but I was still clean from a late shower on Friday. So, basically, I haven't bathed in 2 to 3 days. That is disgusting, and believe me, I feel the film of grime all over me. It's nasty.
I wanted to be comfy today, so I'm wearing yoga pants, a tshirt and a Montevallo sweatshirt. But since I layed the sweatshirt out to dry instead of putting it in the dryer, and SOMEBODY put something on top of it, it didn't dry very well and it smelled like mildew or something when I put it on.
There's a dead animal under the floor in the control room. I thought it was me that stuck, but I smelled it yesterday and Friday, so it's not me. I'm scared to lift the tile to see what it is...but I'm sure it's just a mouse or something, but the smell IS pretty awful and large. It doesn't seem like a mouse would produce that much stink.
I have a good feeling about the coming months, though.
Clove cigarettes aren't on sale in the USA anymore, so I'm quitting.
It's a good thing to be forced and not have them available, because I'm really weak-willed with things like that.
So, if I'm not able to smoke, I won't be interested in drinking. They go hand in hand, you see.
It's nice to just step away from that and realize how much easier life is going to be without it.
Ugh. I'm REALLY disgusting today. I can't wait to go home and shower and change the sheets and cuddle up with a good book.
I'm not socializing with anyone and I'm not cutting anyone's hair. I'm going to go home and just...shut myself off.
And stop stinking. Ugh.