Idealistic thoughts of my Utopia

Sep 22, 2008 22:05

The fog has started to settle in around my brain. I am tired, and my immune system is busy at my defense. In conversation with E.N., I realized that I am getting restless. With life. It is my time to move on, but I am starting to notice a bit or normalcy in my attitudes. I am starting to fear change. When did that happen?

I have always thought of myself as a free spirit, one with gypsy in her blood. Never content to stay in one place, always interested in what is unforeseen around the next corner. So why is it that I hesitated? What is so enthralling in this vast city that has made me falter? My deadline has passed, yet I make no move.

Here is where I take into consideration and put into action everything that I have learned and read about the Law of Attraction and consciousness and positive thinking. I am stating, for the record, on this day September 22, 2008, that by July 1, 2009 I will be in a new city enjoying new things. There will be no stress and no worry, as I know that this is what I am supposed to do.

This is where, under normal circumstances, I would continue to wax philosophically about my dreams, wants, desires and thoughts and how they all correlate to my present thought process of wanting to move on. Or I would talk about how I feel as if I am a wild bird that has been backed into a corner ad all I want to do is spread my wings. Usually, this is the point where that would happen, but my allergies are starting to get the upper hand.

Good night.

moving on, self analysis

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