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Yup, can't sleep. Me and my stupid worrying. I just don't have the money and I just remembered that I had a balance due for my school which I didn't pay on time so now I have to add $50 bucks to that total in a late fee. God damn school and their outrageous prices. GOD DAMNIT! I don't have money to even fill my god damn gas tank never mind giving my money to some god damn school that sucks. UGH! Then I just woke after the craziest dream. Jason and Deki were in it. And I was talking to Jason because he wrecked his car (which he really did) And he was over at Deki's house and Deki wasn't really even part of the dream except that he was there. Then I was walking around Keene and school and such and explaining to my mom that even though Steve proposed to me, I am not ready for that kind of commitment right now. And... other stuff that I just don't have the energy to write. But let's just say it was really friggin weird. But now I can't sleep and my eyes are burning. I have to be up in 5 hours to call Steve to make sure he gets up for his class. I want to kill Calvin and I am just going to have to tell Trista that he has to go somewhere else before I do kill him because that stupi mouse makes so much God damn noise with his running around the cage in a little circle that he is lucky he is still alive. The only thing saving him is the fact that he isn't "my mouse." Oh well. Just a bit aggravated and a little stressed out at the moment. Gotta get control of that before I get sick. Blah. Miss my brother and I want to go home.