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So a lot has been going on. It was so long ago that i last posted on my journals. I just never managed to find anything that i really wanted to write about. Or maybe I just got tired of it because i felt it to be a curse that whenever i wrote anything something bad happened to that situation.
Well, Life has managed to build a few loops in the wonderful rollercoaster ride that we are all on. It's just that time in everyone's life right now.
I'm not in school anymore. With 4 months to go I have made the decision to put it off and wait for a time that I am more comfortable in my own skin. I'm 20, almost 21. There is so much time in front of me that I seem to be the only one not stressing about the fact that I'm not in school anymore. I got the whole 'I'm going to be so disappointed in you' talk from my family. I have a few people that are backing me in whatever decisions I make about school, but its just not the same as having everyone there. I'm dating someone right now too. We are in an open dating relationship and I am happy with it. (for the most part, of course) I finally got a job. A permanent one at that. I am not longer of the "temp" world. Thank goodness. It's a great job, pays well enough, and it's something rather than nothing. Most people don't realize (hell, i didn't even realize it til recently) that i've been without steady work since April. I had a job for a couple of months but I was only a temp.
Anyway, I feel the need to retract myself back down to a comfort level that doesn't have me stressing about every little thing all the time. Once I have re-established myself in my skin, I will then look on to see what my future is.
Well, Life has managed to build a few loops in the wonderful rollercoaster ride that we are all on. It's just that time in everyone's life right now.
I'm not in school anymore. With 4 months to go I have made the decision to put it off and wait for a time that I am more comfortable in my own skin. I'm 20, almost 21. There is so much time in front of me that I seem to be the only one not stressing about the fact that I'm not in school anymore. I got the whole 'I'm going to be so disappointed in you' talk from my family. I have a few people that are backing me in whatever decisions I make about school, but its just not the same as having everyone there. I'm dating someone right now too. We are in an open dating relationship and I am happy with it. (for the most part, of course) I finally got a job. A permanent one at that. I am not longer of the "temp" world. Thank goodness. It's a great job, pays well enough, and it's something rather than nothing. Most people don't realize (hell, i didn't even realize it til recently) that i've been without steady work since April. I had a job for a couple of months but I was only a temp.
Anyway, I feel the need to retract myself back down to a comfort level that doesn't have me stressing about every little thing all the time. Once I have re-established myself in my skin, I will then look on to see what my future is.