Happy Tears
As most of you probably know I've been having a really hard time with well I can't even pinpoint what I've been having a hard time with; I suppose you could say life in general. There have been so many things going on lately I do not even know where to begin. I'm slowly but surely scratching my way out of my funk. It has not been easy and I'm pretty sure it might get worse before it gets better but I just have to keep believing that it is going to get better. Somedays that is easier than others but there are those special people in my life that remind me on a regular basis that things will improve and that everything happens for a reason. I might not understand the reasoning at this given moment, but I will; all in due time.
Stefanie---thank-you so much for all the nights you've sat up listening to me bitch, cry, or just complain about anything and everything lately. You have become my saving grace. I'm really not sure what I would've done without you in the past couple of months. You have truely become one of my best friends and I will be eternally grateful to you; I couldn't have hoped for a better friendship to evolove out of living here at 1234. I hope as our time in this house dwindles down we can stay as close as ever. I know you've been having some of the same problems as I have lately and I hope you know that I will be there for you if you ever need me. Friends are friends no matter what happens...Just remember that. I'm right at the bottom of the stairs if you ever need anything. I love you babe.
My Family---You guys are the best. I can't imagine living life without you. No matter what is going on with me you are always there to listen or to cheer me up; and somehow you always know which to do. My life is better everyday because of each and every one of you and that can not be replicated by any material posession in the world. I love you all.
Jeff---Who would've thought that we would become so close? Man kid, I have known you for so many years now. (7th grade right? Which would mean 9 years???) From all the nights you've made me go to the bar because you knew I just needed to get out of my house to all the nights you've listened to me cry on the phone for one reason or another you are always there as a supportive friend. I hope you know I would do anything for you; I'm only a phone call away now and always. Don't even forget that.
Everyone Else---Eventhough we might not talk all the time each and everyone of you bring something special into my life everyday. Even if it's just a warm smile in my direction it makes me happy to know that you care. I'm sorry if I've been neglecting anyone of you; please know that I treasure each of your friendships and I hope to be back to my normal self very soon. I'm trying very hard to find out who that is again; she kinda disappeared for a while but slowly but surely she'll find her way back. I promise.
Now that I've made myself cry, don't worry they're happy tears, I'm going to get dressed and go see my mommy and daddy. I would much rather be crying tears of joy than tears of sadness; trust me far too many of those have touched my face recentally and I don't know how many more could possibly be in there.
Stefanie---thank-you so much for all the nights you've sat up listening to me bitch, cry, or just complain about anything and everything lately. You have become my saving grace. I'm really not sure what I would've done without you in the past couple of months. You have truely become one of my best friends and I will be eternally grateful to you; I couldn't have hoped for a better friendship to evolove out of living here at 1234. I hope as our time in this house dwindles down we can stay as close as ever. I know you've been having some of the same problems as I have lately and I hope you know that I will be there for you if you ever need me. Friends are friends no matter what happens...Just remember that. I'm right at the bottom of the stairs if you ever need anything. I love you babe.
My Family---You guys are the best. I can't imagine living life without you. No matter what is going on with me you are always there to listen or to cheer me up; and somehow you always know which to do. My life is better everyday because of each and every one of you and that can not be replicated by any material posession in the world. I love you all.
Jeff---Who would've thought that we would become so close? Man kid, I have known you for so many years now. (7th grade right? Which would mean 9 years???) From all the nights you've made me go to the bar because you knew I just needed to get out of my house to all the nights you've listened to me cry on the phone for one reason or another you are always there as a supportive friend. I hope you know I would do anything for you; I'm only a phone call away now and always. Don't even forget that.
Everyone Else---Eventhough we might not talk all the time each and everyone of you bring something special into my life everyday. Even if it's just a warm smile in my direction it makes me happy to know that you care. I'm sorry if I've been neglecting anyone of you; please know that I treasure each of your friendships and I hope to be back to my normal self very soon. I'm trying very hard to find out who that is again; she kinda disappeared for a while but slowly but surely she'll find her way back. I promise.
Now that I've made myself cry, don't worry they're happy tears, I'm going to get dressed and go see my mommy and daddy. I would much rather be crying tears of joy than tears of sadness; trust me far too many of those have touched my face recentally and I don't know how many more could possibly be in there.