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1)so this patient that was in the hospital on my fav floor (the one i've been working on right now for about two weeks straight) for about four months, late fall of 2005,that was d/c'ed right around christmas...she was a very difficult patient but found a couple of people to really attached too... One of those people was me and right before she left to go to the nursing home i asked her what she wanted for christmas without realizing she'd come up with a serious answer... she wanted a bag of m&m's.. and i never got to send them to her becuase the next time i went to work on this floor she was gone.. and i was just too lazy to send them to the nursing home....i just found out today she died...i don't know how long ago..maybe just a week but its sad. Am i a horrible person for never fulfilling her last wish from me?? i feel strangely guilty......
2) i got the best compliment from the other tech tonite at work...we were talking about how we wanted each other's jobs and just working as a tech in general...she said "If i knew i was coming to work with you, i wouldn't mind working here so much" That validated me soooo much
3)i got an enormous paycheck and its a good thing becuase for the first time in 3 yrs. i have to pay rent ON MY OWN!!!! this may sound conceited but it wasn't so hard working so hard for my money and i cleared my rent by over a hundred bucks this time! i'm proud of myself....
2) i got the best compliment from the other tech tonite at work...we were talking about how we wanted each other's jobs and just working as a tech in general...she said "If i knew i was coming to work with you, i wouldn't mind working here so much" That validated me soooo much
3)i got an enormous paycheck and its a good thing becuase for the first time in 3 yrs. i have to pay rent ON MY OWN!!!! this may sound conceited but it wasn't so hard working so hard for my money and i cleared my rent by over a hundred bucks this time! i'm proud of myself....