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i feel miserable...
i don't know whats wrong with me. Either work is catching up with me, or im just stressing on rides to and from work, or even though i'm working my ass to the bone i still feel like i need to catch up with work (like i'm still not working enough). I'm just exhausted and i'm sooo stressed. And i miss him soooo much and it doesn't help that i dream about him every nite, think about him all the time and seeing him is still five days away....it hurts...
i worked a twelve on friday, a twelve on sat, a twelve today, a twelve tomorrow...an 8 on tuesday and an 8 on wed. and then thursday is turkey day so within six days i have worked 64 hours :) Too bad all that money is split between two paychecks, however the majority of that time is on one paycheck....
i just wish i felt better, i should enjoy working my ass off....
i don't know whats wrong with me. Either work is catching up with me, or im just stressing on rides to and from work, or even though i'm working my ass to the bone i still feel like i need to catch up with work (like i'm still not working enough). I'm just exhausted and i'm sooo stressed. And i miss him soooo much and it doesn't help that i dream about him every nite, think about him all the time and seeing him is still five days away....it hurts...
i worked a twelve on friday, a twelve on sat, a twelve today, a twelve tomorrow...an 8 on tuesday and an 8 on wed. and then thursday is turkey day so within six days i have worked 64 hours :) Too bad all that money is split between two paychecks, however the majority of that time is on one paycheck....
i just wish i felt better, i should enjoy working my ass off....