Oct 21, 2004 15:19
I wish I had the will to hit someone or I had the courage to break something. I have so much ANGER and HATE and FRUSTRATION. i cant hold this in. i need to go away. god i did NOTHING wrong. and im not arguing with him. god i hate this. i hate it i hate it i hate it!
im holding out for twilight
the time between our highlights
and wait for something better
to come along
i take back every decision i have ever made. i hate everything ive ever done. i regret EVERYTHING! i want a different life. i wish i wasnt being
rejected.
avoided.
blown off.
used.
I wish i didnt have
stress put on me.
people getting mad at me FOR NO REASON.
Remember my homecoming dress i was SO happy i was getting?? THEY DISCONTINUED IT! =( im so sad about it. i have NO idea what im gonna do. it really sucks.
i am happy about my history paper b/c i only have 435 words left and 3 paragraphs. thats only like 145 words for each paragraph. so =)=) ill have that accomplished.
"I remember the way you made me feel when I was with you.
I remember the smile that always brought me back to you.
The look in your eyes, never thought that this could be untrue"