I dare you to move

Oct 18, 2004 16:15

"See my days are cold without you
But I'm hurtin while I'm with you
And though my heart can't take no more
I keep on running back to you"

I hurt so bad. I swear I'm going insane. I have so much anger, so much hatred. I dont know where to put it.

why do i care so much about him?
why do i love the way he looks in any way, shape or form?
why do i feel like hes already slipped from my fingers?
why do i get caused so much harm?

i didnt do anything wrong. and i keep yelling and getting mad at the one person who does matter or who keeps staying. and i dont even understand why he wants to stay. i have so much anger built up towards him i have no way of letting it out but ON him. and i hate that i do. i shouldnt even be mad. i dont understand myself 1/2 the time. the only thing i understand is that im here today and tomorrow and the day after that. i dont know why i was put here. i make no ones life better honestly! i know i can get through this, its just....

my faith is getting smaller everyday without my smile.
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