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we are tied together by holes we pay to have put in our bodies. it's something unsaid but shared... same on the inside afterall which shouldn't be surprising because we came from the same place. i showed you how to tie your shoes.. grape jelly stuck in your hair.. laughing hysterically at anything you could smear on your head.
we're both learning this evolution of love.
and you. THE most important part of my life for these last years. thinking about being the happiest ever because of the people i've known and the things i've learned, and i owe it all to you. bridge the gap with your shyness. i'm a creature of habit... the hardest part always being the first steps. i stand behind, you wading calf deep in the next stage, not realizing you are the catalyst. you always say you're scared without realizing you're already on your way out.
i glace back at old paper because i'm afraid i'll be lost. a word written map that reminds me you loved me. you love me. pass over the speed bump of letting your hand go. kiss your feet as they walk away... done being sick over condom wrappers. i really want you to be happy. i really want to be around to see you happy.
everything is measured in distance to you. bestest friendest... and anyone who come after will have to know that you and the boys are part of the package.
we're both learning this evolution of love.
and you. THE most important part of my life for these last years. thinking about being the happiest ever because of the people i've known and the things i've learned, and i owe it all to you. bridge the gap with your shyness. i'm a creature of habit... the hardest part always being the first steps. i stand behind, you wading calf deep in the next stage, not realizing you are the catalyst. you always say you're scared without realizing you're already on your way out.
i glace back at old paper because i'm afraid i'll be lost. a word written map that reminds me you loved me. you love me. pass over the speed bump of letting your hand go. kiss your feet as they walk away... done being sick over condom wrappers. i really want you to be happy. i really want to be around to see you happy.
everything is measured in distance to you. bestest friendest... and anyone who come after will have to know that you and the boys are part of the package.