my life...my hell
its funny....i should be happy, house to myself, lots of friends....and yet i feel really dead inside....like ive lost my soul....and and i cant talk to anyone about it.....even though i want to...but i know the reactions ill get...critisism instead of help....ill find someone to talk about it some day....untill then...i can keep it inside...buried deep and out of reach....clawing towards the surface...wow i need help...fuck.