CRAP!
yea yea yea..i know i havent updated this thingy...oo well right?!... i feel like a fudge monkey..and thats not as good as it sounds....
isnt it bad if a guy is in a relationship and then he has a crush on some other girl?!.. yea...bad huh!?... AHH!!...i feel so guilty... cause im in that situation...not that im in a relationship..cause a too of a loser to even be in one...but im the whole crush person...yea... i cant believe someone would even have a crush on me... no one likes me remember?!... oo well... the sad thing is that i think im liking that guy too..but i try not talking to him much cause i know i cant be with him for soo many reasons...yea..and i only can think of 2 as of right now...and one of it is cause he has a gf...
another sad thing is that even though im forcing myself to try not to make him like me or get close to me...in other ways im still making him like me...why am i entertaining him!?!?!...why!? ... well i know why..cause im stupid enough to like him... why?!... hes in a relationship...whats with all these guys in relationships that i like...its not right!! i dont mean too..is it my fault?!...they are the ones talking to me..but i guess im making the situation even worst...im such a bad person...
i hate crying myself to sleep...
isnt it bad if a guy is in a relationship and then he has a crush on some other girl?!.. yea...bad huh!?... AHH!!...i feel so guilty... cause im in that situation...not that im in a relationship..cause a too of a loser to even be in one...but im the whole crush person...yea... i cant believe someone would even have a crush on me... no one likes me remember?!... oo well... the sad thing is that i think im liking that guy too..but i try not talking to him much cause i know i cant be with him for soo many reasons...yea..and i only can think of 2 as of right now...and one of it is cause he has a gf...
another sad thing is that even though im forcing myself to try not to make him like me or get close to me...in other ways im still making him like me...why am i entertaining him!?!?!...why!? ... well i know why..cause im stupid enough to like him... why?!... hes in a relationship...whats with all these guys in relationships that i like...its not right!! i dont mean too..is it my fault?!...they are the ones talking to me..but i guess im making the situation even worst...im such a bad person...
i hate crying myself to sleep...