I had a lover, I don't think I'd risk another... these days

[starfox_pulpfic]

"He promised me he would never break my heart again."

Maybe if I never met you

I would never have realized what happiness was

maybe you never meant to hurt me

maybe you never meant what you said

and I wish I were perfect

but you said that's not the point

I've erased all the pictures

tried hard not to imagine your face

even though it makes me smile

when I come back to reality

all I feel is pain

I didn't let you in

you came across me one day

maybe all you wanted to do was play

maybe if I never met you

I wouldn't be the girl I am today

and I wonder if God had other plans

maybe it's for the best

but right now it hurts

right now I want to hold you

to take this all away

that wouldn't make things better anyways