Don't let me down
Ughh... my birthday is on Tuesday... And part of me is happy but part of me is dreading it when year after year the weeks before my birthday are sometimes the worst times in my life...It really sucks. Naming just a few, having to call 911 on a ex-boyfriend because he was stalking my friends and I at my party (We cancled the call before anyone came) My Grandmas death, arguments with my Mother, me getting no presents because I get a hissyfit when my family ignores me and yeah a lot more other things. It sucks. I bet this year I'll get a restraining order because the guy I used to have a crush on thinks I'm super stalking him, he thinks I'm drawing naked pictures of him... I've had mental pictures... ha ha! He told his mother!! And his mom called the school... I can't fucking belive it! I feel so stupid... My 15th birthday will suck ass...