Aug 30, 2007 21:35
i recently decided i was at the crossroads of my life. Time to give Career a serious kick in the arse.
Two months later, i am not much further from where i left off not because I didn't take that step, but because there weren't any more steps to be taken unless someone clears a path.
I really hate to be in a position where my progress is based on another person's actions and decisions. I don't like to be stagnant. I realised I have a need to accomplish things on a regular basis to feel like I am living. Otherwise I just drink myself to death every week then bitch about it the next hungover day.
I am running out of time. 2 months of not doing anything is a luxury at this point. Let's hope by the end of the month I'll have clarity and enough wisdom to take yet another step.
BY NOW I SHOULD BE GETTING A RAISE LIAO LEH!!!! totally not used to this.