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Ahh, so a quick entry. Just to make a note of how happy I am. hehe.
I have never been so happy in my entire life. Most of my past relationship was very painful and unstable. I was just blind and numb to that fact. But looking at it now, it was just a lesson of how misery can feel and how numb you can become to it. And after years and years of it you can become comfortable with it and think it's just how life will always be, so it's hard to leave that world. But after a year of fighting myself to become free, I finally am. Change is good, when it's from worse to better... Change was good for both of us.
I have never been so happy in my entire life. Most of my past relationship was very painful and unstable. I was just blind and numb to that fact. But looking at it now, it was just a lesson of how misery can feel and how numb you can become to it. And after years and years of it you can become comfortable with it and think it's just how life will always be, so it's hard to leave that world. But after a year of fighting myself to become free, I finally am. Change is good, when it's from worse to better... Change was good for both of us.