i haaate this
im home sick today.. woopdifucking doo... i feel sick to my stomach, i might have a fever, i have a soar throat and occasionally my nose is stuffed up... i really hate being sick. i wasnt planning on taking a day off this week because i cant really afford it with school work but when i woke up at 530 with my throat killing i was just like fuck it, im going bak to sleep. i had fallen asleep last night at like 930 after deciding id relax and sorta meditate in my bed.. ya i just fell asleep. i was in a bad mood but now i dont even remember why i was so upset. ive been so on the edge in the past week or so. idk y im so stressed. i guess i just need vacation. the thought of going off to school has been bothering me a lot too but i try not the think about it. just pushing it away... we'll see how long that works hahahah.... idk.. im getting off on a tangent i dont really want to get off on haha
so ya i emailed my coach to tell her that i wasnt in school and i wouldnt make it to lacrosse today and she was just like "well are game is postponed until tomorrow so get better" sweet sympathy hahaha.. watever. shes weird. yesturday she told our team that she hoped our game would be cancelled. who does that? the coaches are the ones that are supposed to put the team in the game mindset, not the other way around... oh well...
ya im gonna go lay around and do some more nothing... haha...
so ya i emailed my coach to tell her that i wasnt in school and i wouldnt make it to lacrosse today and she was just like "well are game is postponed until tomorrow so get better" sweet sympathy hahaha.. watever. shes weird. yesturday she told our team that she hoped our game would be cancelled. who does that? the coaches are the ones that are supposed to put the team in the game mindset, not the other way around... oh well...
ya im gonna go lay around and do some more nothing... haha...