Stressed out more than I thought.
My uncle Jack is really great for my soul, I think. I swear that each year I grow to be more like him. How strange is that? I guess I have more Deatherage in me than I thought. I've always tended to be more like that side of the family anyway, and I'm glad that I continue to do so. I guess I do have several people in my life that understand and acknowledge the priciples that I live by.
Anyway, life is life. I wake up and go to sleep. I do things all day long in between. Gish is doing really great. She's forgiving me more every day, and she's starting to get along with the kitten. The kitten is doing better than I thought possible. Still doesn't have an official name, but oh well.
Aaron is lovely. His step father is coming down here, and will arrive Monday around 4:00 in the afternoon. Apparently I'm going to finally be meeting a member of Aaron's family Wed. or Thurs. I'm not exactly excited, if truth be told. The only reason David is stopping by is b/c he's on his way to see Shannon and Aaron's baby. I think that is wrong. He made plans behind Aaron's back, and now he's going to go see Aaron's child when Aaron and I can't. I don't understand how any of this makes sense. It's bullshit. I understand why Aaron hates Shannon and doesn't particularly want to see his own family as well (not including his little girl, of course). There is nothing I can do. I'm just along for the ride, and it's driving me insane.
Besides all that nonesense, I talked to Cameo on the phone for about an hour yesterday. She is about 7 months pregnant, and it's not a boy... it's a girl. She's due Aug. 6th. I think that's crazy. Haha That baby is going to be as headstrong as can be.
Sid went to the emergency room because of severe pains in his side. They couldn't find anything in the tests they ran, but they did find that he had spots on his liver. They're sending him to a liver specialist. The people at the emergency room said that they don't think it's cancerous, but he better have it checked out. They still don't really know what is causing him pain. =/ I'm worried, but I don't think I need to say that.
There isn't anything else that's really going on. Just stressed out. One of our roommates got arrested with three black dudes b/c they jumped him when he and Aaron got off the bus, and he got in a huge fight with them. He violated his probation, and now I'm not sure what is going to happen to him. I'm worried b/c he's a decent guy. Don just needed to get away from the situation he was living in. He's doing great. He was staying clean and working. He's such a polite guy too, but then this happened. Ugh... I don't know. Poor Aaron, he feels like he's lost a good friend of his again. He could be in jail for a few months, but that's all. Still... Aaron is really stressed out about it. I know he misses Don already.
Ugh... anyway things aren't always as bad as they seem. Don's mom Laurie is still going to live with us, and she's going to pay Don's side of the rent, which is cool. Everything is going to be find, but I'm still worried...
I have way too much on my mind.
Anyway, life is life. I wake up and go to sleep. I do things all day long in between. Gish is doing really great. She's forgiving me more every day, and she's starting to get along with the kitten. The kitten is doing better than I thought possible. Still doesn't have an official name, but oh well.
Aaron is lovely. His step father is coming down here, and will arrive Monday around 4:00 in the afternoon. Apparently I'm going to finally be meeting a member of Aaron's family Wed. or Thurs. I'm not exactly excited, if truth be told. The only reason David is stopping by is b/c he's on his way to see Shannon and Aaron's baby. I think that is wrong. He made plans behind Aaron's back, and now he's going to go see Aaron's child when Aaron and I can't. I don't understand how any of this makes sense. It's bullshit. I understand why Aaron hates Shannon and doesn't particularly want to see his own family as well (not including his little girl, of course). There is nothing I can do. I'm just along for the ride, and it's driving me insane.
Besides all that nonesense, I talked to Cameo on the phone for about an hour yesterday. She is about 7 months pregnant, and it's not a boy... it's a girl. She's due Aug. 6th. I think that's crazy. Haha That baby is going to be as headstrong as can be.
Sid went to the emergency room because of severe pains in his side. They couldn't find anything in the tests they ran, but they did find that he had spots on his liver. They're sending him to a liver specialist. The people at the emergency room said that they don't think it's cancerous, but he better have it checked out. They still don't really know what is causing him pain. =/ I'm worried, but I don't think I need to say that.
There isn't anything else that's really going on. Just stressed out. One of our roommates got arrested with three black dudes b/c they jumped him when he and Aaron got off the bus, and he got in a huge fight with them. He violated his probation, and now I'm not sure what is going to happen to him. I'm worried b/c he's a decent guy. Don just needed to get away from the situation he was living in. He's doing great. He was staying clean and working. He's such a polite guy too, but then this happened. Ugh... I don't know. Poor Aaron, he feels like he's lost a good friend of his again. He could be in jail for a few months, but that's all. Still... Aaron is really stressed out about it. I know he misses Don already.
Ugh... anyway things aren't always as bad as they seem. Don's mom Laurie is still going to live with us, and she's going to pay Don's side of the rent, which is cool. Everything is going to be find, but I'm still worried...
I have way too much on my mind.