Based on the latest prompt over at
sg_prompts: "In Absentia"
Title: Complicated
Author: Starfirefic
Prompt: Prompt #5 - In Absentia
Word count: 100
Genre: Gen
Characters: Daniel Jackson, Sha're
Time: After Forever in a Day
Spoilers: Children of the Gods, Forever in a Day
Rating: PG
Warning: My first ever SG1 drabble. In fact, my first ever SG1-fic full stop. Also, A for Angsty, but you'd kind of expect that from an FiaD tag, yes?
Disclaimer: All characters and situations wholly owned by Gekko Productions and MGM.
Complicated
Daniel doesn’t do anything each year on the anniversary of Sha’re’s death. Doesn’t light a candle in her memory. Doesn’t try to drown his pain, or lose himself in images of vibrant laughter and fierce desert passion. Only says “I’m fine”, when his teammates, conscious of the date, ask him yet again if he needs to talk.
Partly, it’s because he knows he really lost her the day Amaunet first invaded her body and raped her mind and soul. Mainly though? It’s because all those weeks and months he lived during the seconds Teal’c shot her made normal mourning... complicated.