Unstable Internet and a Reflective Summer

May 08, 2008 09:03

So here I am.  Spurred by curiousity I decided to begin an account here despite the fact the human-powers of the world are probably scrutinizing my every move to see how best to sell their product or see if I'm a terrorist spreading hate. Awell!  My internet is picky during the summer months (perhaps due to over-trafficing) but I'll post a word or too whenever possible.  Right now I'm preparing for work and attempting to watch REvolutionary Girl Utena music videos (a sometimes painful expereience due to the speed and personality of dial-up) nonetheless, I am determined!!!  Our group is cosplaying as characters from Hellsing for Anime North in Toronto and I really, REALLY hope they have Utena stuff there despite the fact it was made in 1999 and is practically unheard of.
This morning I had an interesting dream-I love recording dreams btw ^^- My girlfriend, Tori, Keely and I were in a specialized school and I was acting as a swimming mentor to some junior students.  One boy jumped in ahead of the others and I warned him not to do that because he could get hurt it he was out of sync from the others.  He seemed to admire me for that.  Then another boy walked up carrying his twin (who was dark skinned) and said his twin needed help.  I realised the twin was nearly dead so I carried him to the heads of staff but they let him die.  I was striken and heartbroken at their callusness!  Then my girlfriend appeared and I learned she was engaged to a guy who looked like Danny Divito.  She was trying to learn French and he was slighlty annoyed at the amount of time she spent trying to learn it when he wanted to spend time with her.  I actually counselled him and talked to the both of them about equal management of their personal and relationship time, the memory of my lover haunting my memory.  Spurred by these events I had a complete physical and personality change.  I dyed my hair blond, dressed in close-fitting, mostly black professional clothing, wore heavy make-up and became cold towards everyone.  I wanted my friends to not recognise me and leave me alone but Keely recognised my voice and soon my girlfriend was there trying to talk me out of my change.  That is as much as I recall.
Dreams are fascinating things, revealing both inner and outer secrets.  A portion of these entries will probably be dream-related.  I wish you all a good day!  Cheerio! ^-^

tori, dream, findibhair, anime north, racial discrimination, danny divito, revolutionary girl utena, keely

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