i hate myself
well i fucked up again im such an asshole. i dont know what i was thinking when i did that. after i did that though i thought to myself what the fuck did i do that for? so i havent wrote back since why because i knew better but i was an ass. i swear on jesus my moms grave and anything else i wont ever do that again. i love kriste sooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooo much and i cant do something like that anymore. i would even give up all my maiden cds for her and i truly mean that. if i didnt love kristie why would i deplete pretty much all my savings to buy her an engagement ring, why would i want her to go with me to a motley crue concert and why would move in with her in sept/oct why BECAUSE I LOVE HER. right now im really hating myself and im thinking of ways to make it up to her. well im off, remember kristie i love you with all my heart i know you dont believe me but i do.