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I was in a chat room with Darla and Stakey, and then out of no where this just came out. Stakey urged me to post it on here, so I will! It reflects my feelings at the moment.
Who am I, am I only one meant to live in your love? Was I born to die in your kiss? Was I sent for you, my master, to be your slave, to do your terrible bidding at the expense of my tears? Do I exist for such torture? Aren't I worth anything in your eyes? You told me loved me. You told me things would be different. Yet you never changed from the first day. I was blind, you blinded me with my own emotions. now I'm out for revenge. Night after night longing for your skin, the sound of your heart beating, the warmth of your body; I thought that with you I'd be safe, that nothing could or would try to hurt me. I was free, imprisoned in your arms. I never felt the cold metal slowly wrench itself deeper into my chest until there was no turning back. Now you're gone, gone but the memory remains to remind me that you were never here to begin with. You never loved me. You betrayed me. You lied. You stole my heart love, little do you know I want it back.
Who am I, am I only one meant to live in your love? Was I born to die in your kiss? Was I sent for you, my master, to be your slave, to do your terrible bidding at the expense of my tears? Do I exist for such torture? Aren't I worth anything in your eyes? You told me loved me. You told me things would be different. Yet you never changed from the first day. I was blind, you blinded me with my own emotions. now I'm out for revenge. Night after night longing for your skin, the sound of your heart beating, the warmth of your body; I thought that with you I'd be safe, that nothing could or would try to hurt me. I was free, imprisoned in your arms. I never felt the cold metal slowly wrench itself deeper into my chest until there was no turning back. Now you're gone, gone but the memory remains to remind me that you were never here to begin with. You never loved me. You betrayed me. You lied. You stole my heart love, little do you know I want it back.