I'm an angel burning out
Fuck. I'm not really doing too well. Things have gotten worse and my outlook in life has become muddier and less certain. If I could look at me from another's perspective, I wouldn't know whether to laugh or cry because it's a joke. A sad fucking joke.
I think I'm starting to go a little insane living how I am. The days slip past my grasp and I can't fucking get a grip on ANYTHING. I've fucking lost everything. I've lost myself. I always hear constant and unclear naggings from some place in my head. And the cruel thing is that I'm so disallusioned and untrusting I don't know whether it's real people playing a sad game or if it's just crazy little me.
I really need to get out more.
xx
I think I'm starting to go a little insane living how I am. The days slip past my grasp and I can't fucking get a grip on ANYTHING. I've fucking lost everything. I've lost myself. I always hear constant and unclear naggings from some place in my head. And the cruel thing is that I'm so disallusioned and untrusting I don't know whether it's real people playing a sad game or if it's just crazy little me.
I really need to get out more.
xx