bad examples of a good life
pt.1
ive been bestfriends with jennifer since i was in 8th grade.
we practically shared everything with one another and although it seemed right at the time, seeing that she was my bestfriend and all, now years later it just seems like we're using all of those secrets against eachother.
my attempt at a real conversation with her since october 2005 ended up in verbal lashes on my part and hers. Finally ending in a quick blackout due to anger and my roommates literally prying my fingers off of her.
Never in a million years would i have guessed that it would come to that. The argument started by me basically expressing my disgust for her recent downfall, but by the time it was all over I felt more disgusted in myself than in her to begin with.
theres so much more to it, but i cant talk to anyone about it.
writing this makes nothing better.
ive been bestfriends with jennifer since i was in 8th grade.
we practically shared everything with one another and although it seemed right at the time, seeing that she was my bestfriend and all, now years later it just seems like we're using all of those secrets against eachother.
my attempt at a real conversation with her since october 2005 ended up in verbal lashes on my part and hers. Finally ending in a quick blackout due to anger and my roommates literally prying my fingers off of her.
Never in a million years would i have guessed that it would come to that. The argument started by me basically expressing my disgust for her recent downfall, but by the time it was all over I felt more disgusted in myself than in her to begin with.
theres so much more to it, but i cant talk to anyone about it.
writing this makes nothing better.