holyshitihearttheatre

[starence16]

Lately, I've been so completely stressed out, it has been fairly horrid. With rehearsals ALL THE TIME and nyssma looming in the near future, I had been beginning to hate the stupid Night On Broadway show I was preparing for, and each rehearsal was a chore. Tonight was the show though, and oh my: I love the stage. No joke. Every minute of rehearsel, every second of worrying about my voice sucking or cracking, everything, was all worth it the minute those wonderfully bright lights started to shine on me. I had forgotten how much I love theatre. and I really do. Every single night I have a production of some sort is a night of non-stop adrenaline and the ultimate high a person can experience. Ask Sarah if you don't believe me! On stage, I may seem calm and relaxed, but off stage, I'm on freaking crack (not in a bad way...in more of a 'aaaa everything in the world is bright and shiny and beautiful' way). and while I admit to not being the most amazing stage singer, I'm so in love with acting, it doesn't matter when I screw up, because I'm putting myself out there, and the character exists even when the voice doesn't. aaaahhhhhhh. someday, someday. I cannot wait to be an actress, even if I do end up falling flat on my face and failing miserably, think of all the nights of adventure and adrenaline and pure happiness that will come. Tonight was such a good night. I love everything. for now.

there's a war protest/peace vigil dealy tomorrow, and I'm excited!!! (usually my adrenaline stage high lasts for a day afterwards) so sarah and caitlin and bob and I will chill and be all antiwar and cool shit like that, should be great times.

ps/ nyssma is in ONE WEEK, and then I am done with it FOREVER!!!! DO YOU HEAR ME, NYS???? I SAY FOREVER!!!!!

pss/ today is jesse's birthday. Happy Birthday, love!!!