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Sooo Lunesta didn't work at all. Now they put me on Temazepam. Im going to take it tonight for the first time. I really hope it works because im beyond exhausted. Today i kept getting SO dizzy everytime i stood up. We also had to start disecting fetal pigs in bio lab today. I did the frog in HS and thought it would be fine but i didnt realize how big the pig actually is. Like a foot long... It's so gross and i got sick. I never felt like i was gonna pass out from anything like that before. So the other girl in my group disected and i did the writing part. I have a bone and muscle test which im gonna get an A on, because im memorizing them so good. So that will give me a B in bio and and A in lab. Everything else im getting A's. I feel good about that. I called schools in NY today about Ultrasound and some schools in Florida and theres still some pre-requisites i need to take so im gonna finish my 2 year degree first then start ultrasound school. It takes two years so im gonna start in 08. Im most likey going to go in NY. Its really competetive to get into the program though so i need to get an A in physics and algebra next semester. I can do it though. Now i just need to figure out where to finish my degree. Either Orlando, or move back to LI and go to suffolk for a year. IDK becuase now im not a NY resident so ill be payin about $3000 a semester at suffolk. And ill have Florida residency in August so ill only be paying $60 a credit instead of $200. I really dont know what to do because i miss James so much and i just want to be with him but money is key and i dont have it. And plus the 2 year Sonography Program im applying for is $20,000. UGH i hate it and i dont wanna be payin off loans forever. IDK, i need to figure it out soon though. I can't wait for May so i can stop worrying about this crap and just enjoy my vacation. Help me.