FAIL!

[stare_at_walls]

I don't like my fiction for spn_summergen. I actually didn't make one, and used an unfinished fic to tie up with the idea I had in the first place. I feel so creatively drained most of the time now.

Deadlines are approaching. I can't find the articles I made for subwaycollision and I took this writing assignment online, due in a few days, about THE FIJIAN LANGUAGES. WTF I DO NOT KNOW THIS. But I took it anyway and I am in deep shit.

I am going to the University for some batshit Assembly on the college's newsletter (I'm the new literature staff thing) and ugh ugh ugh FAIL. I hate this, I hate myself. I feel like I brought this upon myself. My throat is sore and I need a cigarette too and at least I made fic but still. I'm so so so tired, I don't feel like going out or anything, I don't even feel like LIVING right now. :|

HOW ARE YOU GUYS? I don't want to look at my f-list now because I'm sure I won't be able to finish shit, and well, you're all so wonderfully distracting. :)

...sorry, I've been a shit LJ friend. :O

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