Mar 30, 2010 01:18
2 more days of my career .
right now im hollow
i guess im ready to be done
give it away, see ya tomorrow
the truth be told im scared.
ive never been more scared about anything before
these nerves top any meet
nothing compares
im leaving something that defines me
makes me stronger at my (weak) knees
gives me strength to achieve everything i never could
allowed me to meet my best friends.
prioritize this life.
im scared
i dont know how to be just me
without this thing that amasses my life.
who do i become, when its all said and done.
will i look back and regret it all, i coulda done more
i took it for granted i really did.
45 days till the real end.
i dont want to leave
i got so much here
my friends, the girl of my dreams
and all that shit in between.
this is my last college meet.
4 years went by, with hairstyles and gazing eyes
i met my goals, surprised i lasted this long..
i guess its about time to say goodbye ....