The hole in my room
Yes, I still miss Marc terribly. I'm still prone to crying easily. Infact, everyone I talked to on the phone yesterday heard me cry. I'm still hating this area and just about everyone in it. I still want to go back home. I still want to be back and lay in his arms for just 5 minutes, but I can't yet. I still feel like my heart has been tore out of my chest just because he isn't here beside me.
But.
I'm going to be strong now. I'm done being so upset I won't leave my house. I'm not going to blow off my friends anymore becuase they just want to help. They just feel bad. I've decided that after my first year at KCC, I'll transfer to GVCC and move in with Dan. He's getting a house and I know that he won't try anything funny. Then when I can, the very first chance, I'm gone. I'll go back up there and get an apt. a half an hour from Boston and commute there in the morning by train and get a job with some paper down there for a bit. I just want to be back with Marc.......
-Kitty
But.
I'm going to be strong now. I'm done being so upset I won't leave my house. I'm not going to blow off my friends anymore becuase they just want to help. They just feel bad. I've decided that after my first year at KCC, I'll transfer to GVCC and move in with Dan. He's getting a house and I know that he won't try anything funny. Then when I can, the very first chance, I'm gone. I'll go back up there and get an apt. a half an hour from Boston and commute there in the morning by train and get a job with some paper down there for a bit. I just want to be back with Marc.......
-Kitty