what a night mare
lately things have been really crazy.. saw felicha in the hospital.. i cried.. I LOVE YOU GIRRLLLL!!! everything will be okay!
krissy is ovbliviouus .. she doesn't see what she is doing to michelle .. michelle is fed up with everyones bull shit.. and so am i ..
my parents hate me.. every single day .. they scream at me.. hurt me.. put me down .. call me names.. order me around like a slave.. totally unreasonable.. sTaRdUsTanDrEaMz: i don't understand why i am aways in trouble
i can NEVER do anything right
i am ALWAYS defending myself
if ppl are fucking screaming at me.. i am going to scream back because i don't like being attacked
i woke up at 11*30 .. and i wanted to go to the mall today.. but my mom went with out me.. so she told me to mow the lawn.. i was mowing the lawn.. and then she yelled at me and told me to put the bag on.. so i did.. and i started to cry because of just everthing that's been happening.. i finished the back.. and came inside.. she told me to eat cuz i had a headache.. she called me a cow.. i got mad and i yelled at her.. then i went up stairs and called you
when i came downstairs.. she and gma were in MY car.. and they were leaving and so i opened the door and asked where she was going and she said that she called me and so that i was stupid and she was leaving with out me.. and told me my car was a mess and i was a fucking pig.. and then i told her to go screw herself.. and i guess that wasn't good cuz now i have to hear about that all fucking day long
i finshed the lawn.. came inside.. got yelled at from nick.. got yelled at from gma.. got yelled at from mom.. they left.. and gma is downstairs.. giving me lectures.. telling me i am fucked up .. everything is my fault and i need help.. telling me i am gonna get kicked out.. and all this shit ..
sTaRdUsTanDrEaMz: and on top of all that fucking shit.. i am grounded for a week and i have no car.. not even to drive to fucking school..
ALWAYS the same shit .. i am going to try to ignore it.. and hope that it goes away but.. until then .. i will be the most unhappy girl on the planet..
time for a ciggarette~!
must be nice to always be right.. i wouldn't know
krissy is ovbliviouus .. she doesn't see what she is doing to michelle .. michelle is fed up with everyones bull shit.. and so am i ..
my parents hate me.. every single day .. they scream at me.. hurt me.. put me down .. call me names.. order me around like a slave.. totally unreasonable.. sTaRdUsTanDrEaMz: i don't understand why i am aways in trouble
i can NEVER do anything right
i am ALWAYS defending myself
if ppl are fucking screaming at me.. i am going to scream back because i don't like being attacked
i woke up at 11*30 .. and i wanted to go to the mall today.. but my mom went with out me.. so she told me to mow the lawn.. i was mowing the lawn.. and then she yelled at me and told me to put the bag on.. so i did.. and i started to cry because of just everthing that's been happening.. i finished the back.. and came inside.. she told me to eat cuz i had a headache.. she called me a cow.. i got mad and i yelled at her.. then i went up stairs and called you
when i came downstairs.. she and gma were in MY car.. and they were leaving and so i opened the door and asked where she was going and she said that she called me and so that i was stupid and she was leaving with out me.. and told me my car was a mess and i was a fucking pig.. and then i told her to go screw herself.. and i guess that wasn't good cuz now i have to hear about that all fucking day long
i finshed the lawn.. came inside.. got yelled at from nick.. got yelled at from gma.. got yelled at from mom.. they left.. and gma is downstairs.. giving me lectures.. telling me i am fucked up .. everything is my fault and i need help.. telling me i am gonna get kicked out.. and all this shit ..
sTaRdUsTanDrEaMz: and on top of all that fucking shit.. i am grounded for a week and i have no car.. not even to drive to fucking school..
ALWAYS the same shit .. i am going to try to ignore it.. and hope that it goes away but.. until then .. i will be the most unhappy girl on the planet..
time for a ciggarette~!
must be nice to always be right.. i wouldn't know