Lets Bitch
Okay so pretty much I started feeling like utter shit earlier tonight. I'm not sure if it is due to the lack of sleep or the fact I go back to school as of monday, I just.... Went numb. Finally had mum crack me in the end and I had a bit of a sob, now I'm feeling better. I think I'm just fustrated with the fact that I have to leave my anti-social sanctuary (?) and enter the real world once again. I'm going to miss staying up till 5am in the morning RPing with my counterpart, talking absolute shit and finding the most wierdest internet lulz.
Getting quite pissed at my art. My anatomy is fucking pissing me off and ever since I drew the anatomy sketch of my alter ego; Gunther, it has just ruined all other drawings for me. Yet this Louvel one is actually turning out better than I expected. Berdie said that she was going to create an anatomy and hand tutorial for me so I'm figuring of ways to pay her back for it.
Actually another thing that I have leaernt about in the last two weeks is my tollerance of people. Even though I want to punch most twats in the back of the head for their ignorance, I can restrain insults aswell. The slight mutter of schweinhund here and there can't hurt anybody (especially me) seeing that most of the dicks around my area don't even understand a word I say. Saying this that they cannot even string together a cohearant sentence. Then again, I slurr and mumble my words too much.
Also have some confused feelings I'm trying to suss out, but that thinking can wait, I've got sleep to do (and dream a little Spedication on my part.)
Night~
LULZY
FOR YOUR PLEASURE.
Getting quite pissed at my art. My anatomy is fucking pissing me off and ever since I drew the anatomy sketch of my alter ego; Gunther, it has just ruined all other drawings for me. Yet this Louvel one is actually turning out better than I expected. Berdie said that she was going to create an anatomy and hand tutorial for me so I'm figuring of ways to pay her back for it.
Actually another thing that I have leaernt about in the last two weeks is my tollerance of people. Even though I want to punch most twats in the back of the head for their ignorance, I can restrain insults aswell. The slight mutter of schweinhund here and there can't hurt anybody (especially me) seeing that most of the dicks around my area don't even understand a word I say. Saying this that they cannot even string together a cohearant sentence. Then again, I slurr and mumble my words too much.
Also have some confused feelings I'm trying to suss out, but that thinking can wait, I've got sleep to do (and dream a little Spedication on my part.)
Night~
LULZY
FOR YOUR PLEASURE.