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so things couldn't get much better with dan and i. sure i find things to complain about, but i see myself waking up next to him for... well don't let me jinx it. i always jinx it. i don't want to get ahead of myself this time. it's just... by now i should have figured out what's wrong and i haven't. i'm scared to death. i've never felt this secure and been okay with it. there's been guys annoyingly infatuated with me that i knew would never leave, but that was boring. this relationship is intriguing. i dont know if letting myself be this vulnerable this soon will come back to kick me in the ass later or not. if it does, i guess it was all my fault. this is one of those too good to be true things right now and i'm going to enjoy it.