"One side will make you grow bigger and the other side will make you grow smaller."
An analogy from Alice in Wonderland...thats what i'm faced with...
or is it
"I learned that, if I ever go looking for my hearts desire again... I shouldn't look any further than my own back yard. Because if it isn't there, I never really lost it to begin with."
from Wizard of Oz...
I've always had trouble making decisions...with men, friends, life in general.
I've had my bouts of being obsessed, twisted, turned up and confused throughout my life too and I hear the stories about my kooky relatives and wonder if I'll be like them. My mom's dad had two sisters who were extremely shy and never married. They lived together until they died. My dad's sister was an alcoholic who was never able to keep a solid job and was hit by a car by a police officer while walking home from a drunken night out.
Was I born to be this shy, pensive, introspective soul never satisfied with her lot in life?
or is it
"I learned that, if I ever go looking for my hearts desire again... I shouldn't look any further than my own back yard. Because if it isn't there, I never really lost it to begin with."
from Wizard of Oz...
I've always had trouble making decisions...with men, friends, life in general.
I've had my bouts of being obsessed, twisted, turned up and confused throughout my life too and I hear the stories about my kooky relatives and wonder if I'll be like them. My mom's dad had two sisters who were extremely shy and never married. They lived together until they died. My dad's sister was an alcoholic who was never able to keep a solid job and was hit by a car by a police officer while walking home from a drunken night out.
Was I born to be this shy, pensive, introspective soul never satisfied with her lot in life?