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can my pride be of such importance that i truly want to die right now? yes. although i'm sure i'll change my mind shortly.
i just wrote what i thought was a witty and coherent (achieving coherency is a bit of a feat for me, because i ramble and go off into 10 or so topics that had something to do with the first, but i never finish explaining the first until the last sentence of whatever it is i'm writing. for that reason i appreciate brackets & dashes and have a fondness for run-ons) email to someone. now i'd like this someone to think i'm about 25% more witty and coherent than i actually am. so of course it backfires through some freak malfunction of my fucking computer and the person gets my unfinished email. so this wonderfully incomplete email abruptly ends with 3 consecutive sentences stating basically the same thing but at varying degrees of laugh factor and wit. the first sentence for example would warrant a "heh," 2nd a "haha," and the third, which was just right, a "haha! god, she's so fucking witty and hilarious." but of course, i didn't get the chance to erase the "heh" and "haha" sentences, so now it's just "she's so pathetic. i can't believe she goes to such lengths to write a simple email."
i should just go to sleep to get my mind of this horrible incident and forget about the fact that i'm starving due to the basal rate fast i'm doing (diabetes stuff).