it'll be ok
have you ever felt like nothing you do is right? have you ever questioned your own judgment so much that you could no longer make a decision? have you ever spent an entire day thinking that you don't know what you are doing, or if you are doing it right, or even if you should be doing it at all? i know who did it to me...it only took one person. years of being told that i was no good, that i could do nothing right, that i was nothing. it takes it's tole you know. anyways, certain things come from no where sometimes, they rear their ugly little heads and tear my self esteem apart. they make me doubt myself and everything i've done, and believe. the only way to shake it is to move on, and fast. to find the next thing that will occupy your mind and let it hang out there for a while. things that bring a smile back to your face. like a smile on a passing stranger, a little kid who needs some cheering up, or a good song on the radio. open your eyes to the world around you, to the bigger picture, and let it sink into you. the things that make you doubt yourself, the momentary lapses in reality are in fact just that, momentary lapses. you should never doubt yourself, you should always walk with your chin up, eyes wide, ready to take on the world.
i hope it helps...
i hope it helps...