You Could Slit My Throat And With My One Last Gasping Breath Id Apologize For Bleeding On Your Shirt
Just one question really.
Is the entire world bent on ripping me apart into tiny little bite-sized pieces? What the fuck. For once in my life i want to be completely alone and i can't because everybody's trying to stay here. I really shouldn't get used to having people around all the time... eventually i'm going to be alone again and what the fuck am i going to do when that happens? i really shouldn't even bother getting attatched to anybody.
and what's with all this "oh zuko, you're so cute... you're so pretty... blah blah blah." well guess what, obviously it's either the fat that's in the way or i have a shitty personality, and guess what... both fucking hurt just as much as the other. Because no matter what, there's always someone to be preferred over me. ALWAYS. why haven't i had a relationship in, like, two years? Because there's always someone prettier or cuter or nicer or more outgoing or more introverted or whatever... So you can all fucking wank off. I don't want to hear this "you're so sweet. you're so cute. you'll find someone" bullshit. If this is what the rest of my life is going to be like, i'd rather not even fucking waste time and emotions living it.
Is the entire world bent on ripping me apart into tiny little bite-sized pieces? What the fuck. For once in my life i want to be completely alone and i can't because everybody's trying to stay here. I really shouldn't get used to having people around all the time... eventually i'm going to be alone again and what the fuck am i going to do when that happens? i really shouldn't even bother getting attatched to anybody.
and what's with all this "oh zuko, you're so cute... you're so pretty... blah blah blah." well guess what, obviously it's either the fat that's in the way or i have a shitty personality, and guess what... both fucking hurt just as much as the other. Because no matter what, there's always someone to be preferred over me. ALWAYS. why haven't i had a relationship in, like, two years? Because there's always someone prettier or cuter or nicer or more outgoing or more introverted or whatever... So you can all fucking wank off. I don't want to hear this "you're so sweet. you're so cute. you'll find someone" bullshit. If this is what the rest of my life is going to be like, i'd rather not even fucking waste time and emotions living it.