Oct 17, 2005 10:58
i can't remember ever struggling this hard to stay alive in my entire life.
it's really a good idea to not talk to me for a very long time. Chances are i'll threaten your life. I've been doing that alot lately.
incase you're a moron and haven't noticed, I'm killing myself at work and school. And i feel like i'm failing MISERABLY at both. No. I don't really want to discuss it much farther than that.
so don't call me in the morning, i'm sleeping.
don't call me in the afternoon, i'm at school.
don't call me at night. i'm at work.
basically, don't call me at all. if i want to talk to you, I'll call you. (siren, ignore this. I heard you have a new number and i don't have it. you SHOULD call me and just leave a message letting me know its you so i can add your number to my phone.)
those that should ignore this entire idiotic post know who they are. because they know that, in case of emergency, i'd walk out of work and get terminated just to make sure they're safe and okay.
i smell grossness. i feel like crap. i've sucked down four cups of coffee and five red bulls in the past three hours.
(5 minutes later)
em, you just made everything better.