1, 2, Freddie's coming for you
3, 4, Better lock your doors. 5, 6, grab a crucifix. 7, 8, better stay up late. 9, 10, never sleep again." - Nightmare on Elm Street
So I finally got around to watching these movies. I've been scared of Freddie Krueger for years because I hate horror films. I decided I wanted to get over my fear of horror films and thought starting with Nightmare on Elm Street would help me ease in to it. I'm so glad I did. I love these movies now! They're more funny than scary and I know i'm probably still scared of more modern horror films. I'm working on it though. So far I've seen NOES 1-5 and plan to watch 6-8 soon. They're suppose to be making a remake of it next year. The trailer looks really good so I might go see it in April. Next on the list is Saw. They say it's more gory than scary but we'll see. I dunno if I'll be able to handle it or not.
This past week has been a little rough and I think this week will be too. :-( I've been feeling rather blue for no reason. I think school is getting to me though. Stressing me out. I feel like I'm not really going anywhere in life. Yeah, I'm in college but so what? And now that it's getting close to finals I'm getting more work to do. Also, which is really stupid, I've been getting annoyed with friends because they always think i'm mad when i'm not mad but then i get angry when they keep telling me that i'm upset. It's like "I wasn't before but I will be if you keep saying I am." People take me too seriously when I'm not being serious at all, yet think i'm being funny when I am serious.
The situation that brought it on went like this. My friend was suppose to take me to Walmart because he said he would on Friday but we didn't go on Friday, which wasn't a big deal. On Saturday he goes to Walmart with one of our other friends early in the morning because no one else was up yet. Number 1, he didn't bother to call or text me to even see if i was up (I wasn't but still). Number 2, since I wasn't up it wouldn't have taken that long for me to get up and dressed to leave. So when they mentioned it I made a big deal about how he was suppose to be taking me to walmart and then went without me. I was irritated when I first found out and ranted about it for a good 10 minutes. On Sunday the subject came up again but i wasn't mad or anything I was just stating the fact that he left me. Him and this other female friend were both like "Oh my God, Kiwi, I can't believe you're still going on about this. It's done and over with!" They really thought that I was still upset when really i was just joking and when I tried to explain this they just kept cutting me off and saying that I was upset, which then pissed me off.
On to better stuff, one of my friends went on her first date and is in her first relationship. That makes me happy. She's excited too but she's annoyed because people are making a big deal about it. I told her it was because everyone considers us late bloomers (I still haven't dated yet) so it is a big deal. Friends and especially family are probably thinking, "About time!" and they are going to be excited as well. They don't mean any harm by it but I guess it is annoying. I'm a little jealous but more of me is excited for her. :-) She's n longer in the single's club with me. *tear* I'll get a boo too. One day. :-) But I am very excited and she gushes to me about it. Which is cool. I'm glad i'm one of the people that she wants to talk to about it. And hopefully I won't get super jealous and turn in to a bitchy friend because that would be really horrible of me. I don't think I will though because I think i've changed quite a bit from how I used to be a few years ago.
Lastly, last volleyball game. We lost all our games except two that were forfeits. -_-; Not cool at all. My friend whom is the only reason I signed up so she wouldn't be alone was irritated because she felt like the other girls on our team weren't really letting us play. Especially me because I am the weakest player on the team. I didn't mind but she did. I mean we were only playing for fun and yeah everyone wants to win but it's still just a game. No reason to get so serious. That was her point, which I understand. But I felt bad because I definitely missed a lot of chances to hit the ball or I ended up hitting it out. -_-; whatever though. It's done and over with. I don't care. Feels good to just vent on LJ again. ^_^
So I finally got around to watching these movies. I've been scared of Freddie Krueger for years because I hate horror films. I decided I wanted to get over my fear of horror films and thought starting with Nightmare on Elm Street would help me ease in to it. I'm so glad I did. I love these movies now! They're more funny than scary and I know i'm probably still scared of more modern horror films. I'm working on it though. So far I've seen NOES 1-5 and plan to watch 6-8 soon. They're suppose to be making a remake of it next year. The trailer looks really good so I might go see it in April. Next on the list is Saw. They say it's more gory than scary but we'll see. I dunno if I'll be able to handle it or not.
This past week has been a little rough and I think this week will be too. :-( I've been feeling rather blue for no reason. I think school is getting to me though. Stressing me out. I feel like I'm not really going anywhere in life. Yeah, I'm in college but so what? And now that it's getting close to finals I'm getting more work to do. Also, which is really stupid, I've been getting annoyed with friends because they always think i'm mad when i'm not mad but then i get angry when they keep telling me that i'm upset. It's like "I wasn't before but I will be if you keep saying I am." People take me too seriously when I'm not being serious at all, yet think i'm being funny when I am serious.
The situation that brought it on went like this. My friend was suppose to take me to Walmart because he said he would on Friday but we didn't go on Friday, which wasn't a big deal. On Saturday he goes to Walmart with one of our other friends early in the morning because no one else was up yet. Number 1, he didn't bother to call or text me to even see if i was up (I wasn't but still). Number 2, since I wasn't up it wouldn't have taken that long for me to get up and dressed to leave. So when they mentioned it I made a big deal about how he was suppose to be taking me to walmart and then went without me. I was irritated when I first found out and ranted about it for a good 10 minutes. On Sunday the subject came up again but i wasn't mad or anything I was just stating the fact that he left me. Him and this other female friend were both like "Oh my God, Kiwi, I can't believe you're still going on about this. It's done and over with!" They really thought that I was still upset when really i was just joking and when I tried to explain this they just kept cutting me off and saying that I was upset, which then pissed me off.
On to better stuff, one of my friends went on her first date and is in her first relationship. That makes me happy. She's excited too but she's annoyed because people are making a big deal about it. I told her it was because everyone considers us late bloomers (I still haven't dated yet) so it is a big deal. Friends and especially family are probably thinking, "About time!" and they are going to be excited as well. They don't mean any harm by it but I guess it is annoying. I'm a little jealous but more of me is excited for her. :-) She's n longer in the single's club with me. *tear* I'll get a boo too. One day. :-) But I am very excited and she gushes to me about it. Which is cool. I'm glad i'm one of the people that she wants to talk to about it. And hopefully I won't get super jealous and turn in to a bitchy friend because that would be really horrible of me. I don't think I will though because I think i've changed quite a bit from how I used to be a few years ago.
Lastly, last volleyball game. We lost all our games except two that were forfeits. -_-; Not cool at all. My friend whom is the only reason I signed up so she wouldn't be alone was irritated because she felt like the other girls on our team weren't really letting us play. Especially me because I am the weakest player on the team. I didn't mind but she did. I mean we were only playing for fun and yeah everyone wants to win but it's still just a game. No reason to get so serious. That was her point, which I understand. But I felt bad because I definitely missed a lot of chances to hit the ball or I ended up hitting it out. -_-; whatever though. It's done and over with. I don't care. Feels good to just vent on LJ again. ^_^