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Perhaps I am too forgiving. Or perhaps I am too forgetful.
Critiquing myself as objectively as I can has led me to a realization: I tend to miscalculate the weight my words and actions actually carry. I tend to underestimate how hurtful I can be by underestimating the affection of the people around me. I then end up sabotaging myself, writing myself off before others can. So ultimately it has everything to do with me, my self worth. Seems like a silly self defense mechanism now. The moral of the story unfolds so slowly sometimes.
As you live, you learn.