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So something very sad happened last night...and I have come to a conclusion. Starting the summer going into my 2nd year, a lot of "bad" things started happening. In all aspects of my life. Up until that point in my life, there really wasn't anything bad that had happened to me. At all. So when everything started to happening, I just kept wondering when it would stop and things would get back normal. But after what just happened, I realized it's just growing up. Things can stay relatively balanced and happy when you are young because you have your parents to protect you. They basically make decisions for you...ones that will turn out the best for you. But once you start growing up, you make your own decisions which have your own consequences. And life doesn't continue forever...everyone/thing must end at some point...and the longer you live life, each day gets you closer to something coming to an end. So while I am extremely sad, I have embraced life as it is, instead of considering this a rather long period of bad luck.