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So today was the first day I saw Ryan with a girl... it was in class which doesn't even mean anything (well it could, but it very well could not). Not talking to him was a good idea to help me get over him, yet at the same time, cutting off all contact doesn't let me see him being with other girls...which would help get me over him heh. Who knows if that girl is his gf, or if he even has a gf, or if he does but its some other girl...but man thats not gonna be fun when I find out :-/