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I have a feeling that for the next few breaks in college I will be pretty emotional (like the one now). I seriously have had the worst PMS that I've had in awhile, altho I think a bit of it has to do with the fact that it is coupled with finals and break. I am excited for break...but it's also just hard not having a place to go home to. Plus for some reason I always think things like: "a year ago from now I was.." blah blah blah and just things seemed so much more stable. I know that once I get to spring break things should be ok...but right now things kind of arent. I don't think I am going to do well in classes this quarter academically. I had to focus on me this quarter...and while it seemed like I was slacking off a lot, it was because I needed to make sure I was ok first and formost. Next quarter I feel like I will be able to balance more. I hope so at least. Right now it is 11:25 at night on sat and I am in the library...I am with friends tho so its fun. I felt bad for Steppy tho...well we thought we were distracting him him but he claims we weren't. Haha Steppy is a funny name.
Ok so really random...Tom, Marie, Steph, Camila and myself went to eat dinner at the DLG tonight. So in the middle of dinner this old guy (probably around 40) asks if he can sit and eat with us (we were sitting at a square table that sat 6 or so). He has really big glasses, a small face, small frame, mouse-y features, thin balding hair...he brought a few plastic bags filled with food and newspapers. Apparently he bought some kids meal so he could eat in the dining commons. Anyways, we said he could, and he put a pad on the chair beofre sitting there. It was so weird...I couldn't help but laugh (I tried as hard as I could to supress it...and I did a pretty good job) just because I laugh when I am unconfortable. He had a tray with food on it, but when he sat down he didn't eat. He just looked down at his hands the whole time. So we tried to make small talk amongs ourselves but he didn't say anything the whole time. So after around 5 mintues Camila said "hello" to him, but he didn't hear so I said, "my name's amy" and he told us his name and we all introduced ourselves. We asked a few questions and the whole time he kjust looked out the window and wouldn't eat. Then Camila left and Steppy came to eat with us. The guy kept on looking at Tom, too. I think he might have been obsessive compulsive because it seemed like he finally finished some sort of pattereed ritual ..and then he turned his plate around 360 degrees and started eating. It was just REALLY weird. It is hard to explain.
I really have been kind of a butt to everyone as of late here, so for that I am sorry.
Oh yes...Alie came back unannounced and I honestly felt so happy when I saw her. I just was so happy. She is going to come to spring break with us hopefully which would be really nice. She is not coming back for the rest of this quarter or next quarter which means an empty room...which is primarily bad, but the only redeeming factor is that most people don't have a room to themselves in IV for 500. But yea, I am so happy to have heard from her and I am not going to let her lose contact again! I also saw Angie and we plan to hang out which is cool because shes fun to hang out with. Hoepfully we will get a trip together to visit Alie.
Ok so really random...Tom, Marie, Steph, Camila and myself went to eat dinner at the DLG tonight. So in the middle of dinner this old guy (probably around 40) asks if he can sit and eat with us (we were sitting at a square table that sat 6 or so). He has really big glasses, a small face, small frame, mouse-y features, thin balding hair...he brought a few plastic bags filled with food and newspapers. Apparently he bought some kids meal so he could eat in the dining commons. Anyways, we said he could, and he put a pad on the chair beofre sitting there. It was so weird...I couldn't help but laugh (I tried as hard as I could to supress it...and I did a pretty good job) just because I laugh when I am unconfortable. He had a tray with food on it, but when he sat down he didn't eat. He just looked down at his hands the whole time. So we tried to make small talk amongs ourselves but he didn't say anything the whole time. So after around 5 mintues Camila said "hello" to him, but he didn't hear so I said, "my name's amy" and he told us his name and we all introduced ourselves. We asked a few questions and the whole time he kjust looked out the window and wouldn't eat. Then Camila left and Steppy came to eat with us. The guy kept on looking at Tom, too. I think he might have been obsessive compulsive because it seemed like he finally finished some sort of pattereed ritual ..and then he turned his plate around 360 degrees and started eating. It was just REALLY weird. It is hard to explain.
I really have been kind of a butt to everyone as of late here, so for that I am sorry.
Oh yes...Alie came back unannounced and I honestly felt so happy when I saw her. I just was so happy. She is going to come to spring break with us hopefully which would be really nice. She is not coming back for the rest of this quarter or next quarter which means an empty room...which is primarily bad, but the only redeeming factor is that most people don't have a room to themselves in IV for 500. But yea, I am so happy to have heard from her and I am not going to let her lose contact again! I also saw Angie and we plan to hang out which is cool because shes fun to hang out with. Hoepfully we will get a trip together to visit Alie.