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i update this way more than i would like to !
i dont know why i am right nowwww. so much reading and its already pretty late and im pretty tired and ah whatever !
only two classes tomorrow so lots of time to sleep !
i'm so glad that monday is my easiest day.
blah blah blah I think i'm starting to realize that just because i was a big priority in somebody's life at one point, doesn't mean i have to be now.
well that sounds really stupid cos its pretty obvious !
but like, the fact that they are a big priority to me still and that i WANT things to be how they were before, isn't enough.
and that while it may suck and i might not be ready for our good friendship to be over, i guess its not really up to just me !
it makes me kind of sad when I think of how little some of my 'good friends' know about me/my life right now. and thow little i know about whats going on with them.
of course that isn't the case for everybody !
but yeahhh.
also it is really annoying when someone calls and is like "whats up?" and youre like "ohh nothing really, what about you?" and they proceed to talk for 45 minutes about themselves and really minor stupid things letting you only say things like "uh huh" and "yeah" and then they say 'well ive gotta go bye!' when youve been trying to say you had to go for like 30 minutes cos it got so boring.
OOKAYY.
time for
the wealth of nations !
blah blah invisible hand i hate you.
i dont know why i am right nowwww. so much reading and its already pretty late and im pretty tired and ah whatever !
only two classes tomorrow so lots of time to sleep !
i'm so glad that monday is my easiest day.
blah blah blah I think i'm starting to realize that just because i was a big priority in somebody's life at one point, doesn't mean i have to be now.
well that sounds really stupid cos its pretty obvious !
but like, the fact that they are a big priority to me still and that i WANT things to be how they were before, isn't enough.
and that while it may suck and i might not be ready for our good friendship to be over, i guess its not really up to just me !
it makes me kind of sad when I think of how little some of my 'good friends' know about me/my life right now. and thow little i know about whats going on with them.
of course that isn't the case for everybody !
but yeahhh.
also it is really annoying when someone calls and is like "whats up?" and youre like "ohh nothing really, what about you?" and they proceed to talk for 45 minutes about themselves and really minor stupid things letting you only say things like "uh huh" and "yeah" and then they say 'well ive gotta go bye!' when youve been trying to say you had to go for like 30 minutes cos it got so boring.
OOKAYY.
time for
the wealth of nations !
blah blah invisible hand i hate you.