~*Smile though your heart is breaking*~
Poem guys...Doesn't really depict my mood...but its an attempt at something...Here goes...
Untitled, By tiffany rae
**Let Me Go
Let Me Go
Its time to be free
I yearn to fly
To touch the sky
Let Me Go
Let Me Go
I just can't stay
It ends today
I'm on my way
So Goodbye
Goodbye
I'll reach the sky
The clouds
and the stars
I'll soar past venus and mars
so watch me go
i'm quickly gone
shooting like sun beams
I'm achieving my dreams
I'm smiling
I'm crying
I'm flying**
..eh...it's getting there...
...Well the Princess Diana tapes are on now...I've been waiting all week...She may be a princess...But she shares more with me then many do...When i hear the tapes of her talking about her pain, her release, her unhappiness...Why, it should be me talking...That cannot be a good sign..Now can it...
...Just a word to everyone..I'm sorry if i'm not myself lately...I honestly am having an identity crisis...how can i be myself, if i dont even know who i am anymore...I need to find myself...That or find an escape from the person i may have become...Is this me?...Who is this?...This isn't the girl i know...not anymore...i can feel myself changing...I can't stop it...and worse then that..maybe i dont want to stop it...or maybe the worse thing is i might want to...
...and now i'm "happy"...but i just dont know anymore...All these voices inside...Panic, Panic, Panic...Work,Work,Work..Overachieve, Make everyone Proud, Succeed for them, Live for them, Never break, Never cry, Always smile, Don't fall off this pedestal Tiffany, Don't let them down, Never let them down, You want them to be proud don't you...You don't want them to be ashamed...this is the only way to make them proud...live for them...There's no time for you..but you're not important..You're only here for them...and maybe...hopefully...Someday you...
...It all makes me Sick...
..they all make me sick...
...And don't ask me who they are...And don't assume because its not who i know everyone is thinking...
...Jeez guys..now you have read the live journal of a bipolar psycopath..have a good night...
<3Me
Untitled, By tiffany rae
**Let Me Go
Let Me Go
Its time to be free
I yearn to fly
To touch the sky
Let Me Go
Let Me Go
I just can't stay
It ends today
I'm on my way
So Goodbye
Goodbye
I'll reach the sky
The clouds
and the stars
I'll soar past venus and mars
so watch me go
i'm quickly gone
shooting like sun beams
I'm achieving my dreams
I'm smiling
I'm crying
I'm flying**
..eh...it's getting there...
...Well the Princess Diana tapes are on now...I've been waiting all week...She may be a princess...But she shares more with me then many do...When i hear the tapes of her talking about her pain, her release, her unhappiness...Why, it should be me talking...That cannot be a good sign..Now can it...
...Just a word to everyone..I'm sorry if i'm not myself lately...I honestly am having an identity crisis...how can i be myself, if i dont even know who i am anymore...I need to find myself...That or find an escape from the person i may have become...Is this me?...Who is this?...This isn't the girl i know...not anymore...i can feel myself changing...I can't stop it...and worse then that..maybe i dont want to stop it...or maybe the worse thing is i might want to...
...and now i'm "happy"...but i just dont know anymore...All these voices inside...Panic, Panic, Panic...Work,Work,Work..Overachieve, Make everyone Proud, Succeed for them, Live for them, Never break, Never cry, Always smile, Don't fall off this pedestal Tiffany, Don't let them down, Never let them down, You want them to be proud don't you...You don't want them to be ashamed...this is the only way to make them proud...live for them...There's no time for you..but you're not important..You're only here for them...and maybe...hopefully...Someday you...
...It all makes me Sick...
..they all make me sick...
...And don't ask me who they are...And don't assume because its not who i know everyone is thinking...
...Jeez guys..now you have read the live journal of a bipolar psycopath..have a good night...
<3Me