May 24, 2005 18:39
i love claudias sex and sophie will die a virgin cuz her breasts are small compared to rebz-Michael rdz.
yay today i came home to michael rodriguez in my bed. quite the pleasant surprise :) sophiee was also down so she was here with my sis :D
hm...i wish my sister would give me some of her boobs. actually nvm, big boobs are gross.
today went swell. until the end of the day, but thanx to kasandra, nancy, and michael they made me feel much more chipper :) thank u oh so much u guys. im supposed to go see wendy tonight but shes not comin til ten and i dont even kno if i have a ride. i really wana go. hopefully certain ppl wont forget about me again and not take me. i love my friends and all its just sometimes i just dont get them. some like to get ur hopes up then crush them like an elephant standing on potatoe chip. (baked, ofcourse)
well im not guna talk about my birthday in this cuz i dont really care about wut i do, who i see, or who even cares about it. when time came for hers, her mom and i did everything in our power to make her have a great one. ok im just guna stop right here. this is ridiculous. im not even guna attempt to explain the situation cuz only a few ppl understand me or where im coming from. so fuck it all. i dont care about my bday. in fact, i hope everyone forgets. itd be much better that way. this is all retarded. so incase anyone asks, i dont have a birthday. its january 7?
just when u think someone is always there for u, understanding, and awesome...they make u think twice and u see the same aspects in ppl u least expect.
:sigh: i just want to talk to him. see him. bleh
nancyyy-hollaa we be bustin out on our plan for friday that does not involve anything with my bday. just two specific, significant others...hopefully :) get better, hun! i love uu. i wish to beat up the strep throat virus living in you at the moment :/
ps. michael invaded the beginning of my lj entry so dont pay attention to that. he dont get nothin like that from me! pshhh... :p (i love uu michael)
pps. im sick of ppl talking shit to me about him. fuck u if u cant back up anything u say with recent evidence so stay the hell out of our business. all that matters is i'm happy. i know what im doing. pshh...right nancyy? i know u hear me on that one sistah
::phone rings::
yess. im out