random thoughts. no need to read.
Yesterday was confirmation.
not a good day to strongly dislike my parents, however, it happens...
well overall it went well, i suppose. i shouldve worn heels instead of flats but i wanted to be comfortable. then i was stuck standing next to 7ft tall michael flannigan. so yea...i looked vertically challenged. i got a "women's" bible...woo. and a james avery charm to go with my charm bracelet...little does my mom know i lost it.
i hope i win jr. band rep. if not...its ok. michaels still kewl, i suppose.
band concert went well. my dad said i look like an iguana...so thats always nice. (i slouch)
dillon didnt get to hear harry potter :( sry dude. wish u couldve stayed longer.
i wish to go to the choir concert, however, i dont have a ride.
today i saw a zebra print interior dominoes van...that was inspirational.
anthony the black beauty burned me with a match today in chemistry while trying to light a cookie.
also got burned with a glue gun in prep. might as well go place my hand on the stove to add to my burn collection.
tomorrow is the band banquet. still debating on whether to go or not. i miss being close with the band ppl. i was looking through the scrap book today after school from last yr. twas quite sad. that was all back when they didnt think i was a such a bad person. i also looked like i weighed about 30lbs less? and i was darker. oh how i wish to go back to those days.
a certain someone is beginning to talk and be nicer to be now...im guessing he realized how much of a screw up he was and how much he made me feel like crap? maybe. however, i dont want to continue holding this over 6 month grudge.
dammit why is it that i can never get what i want, and what i do get, isnt what i want?!
hes an awesome friend. more like...spectacular? but sometimes i just feel like telling him "look, its either all or nothing." but i dont want to disturb or corrupt anything in any way. so i'll just keep my mouth shut. i doubt he feels the same way, anyway.
saturday i shall be going up to san antonio to pick up my sister. i hope i dont end up wishing she went back already like last time. i doubt it. i've actually been looking forward to her coming down.
g2g study. sorry for the long entry :/ adios
:edit: to whoever told dillon crap about me: i suggest you turn ur ass around and take back all this shit you said to him cuz u kno damn well i didnt tell u shit about him. if this is some kind of way of trying to become "closer" or "better" friends with him..its fuckn pathetic. i care a lot about dillon and our friendship. same with the stuff he tells me and he trusts me not to open my mouth, and i trust him not to open his mouth either. i keep his secrets and u kno perfectly well i didnt tell you shit, so like i said...dont even try. u just made a huge mistake by opening yours, u sick piece of crap. whoever you are.