humm...
Well I haven't updated in awhile soo I figure it's about time.
Today sucked..pretty much.
Me and Lizzie had this about...million page term paper due today and that along with the stress of everything else, I pretty much hated today.
I walked around with a mean face on all day apparantly according to everyone else...oh well.
I'm just really sick of everything. It's almost the end and everyone is so freaking...messed up. I'm sick of feeling lonely, when I have a million friends. I'm not taking anyone for granted...because I love my friends sooo much, but I just miss this summer. I miss how things used to be. I'm sick of living in the past. Yeah, things are different now, but change is supposed to be good....why can't it be a good change and why is it I'm not content with things now?
Maybe I'm just looking for love in all the wrong places, but everyone around me has found someone...at least for now, and it's not fair. I just want there to be someone always thinking about me, always calling, always wanting to hang out. So many girls have that and take it for granted...pisses me off.
I'm sick of trying to make everyone happy.
Why is it no matter what you do someone always gets hurt?
I'm sick of just ignoring things and everything being "okay"
Why doesn't anyone ever think of anyone elses feelings? Am I the only one? I don't get it.
It's the end of my senior year, I just want to have fun
But I'm scarred I'm going to do more things I'll regret.
I'm sick of the mind games...they friggin suck.
I hate when people say one thing and do another.
Does your word mean nothing to you at all?
Yeah, and then there's you. Who tells me to do something, so I do it and promise no matter what happens you'll still talk to me...and you claim "our friendship means so much to you" but now you can't even call me. Yeah...thanks alot buddy. Whatever.
Got my hair colored tonight. It looks good.
And I went to Wendy's with Lizzie and Britt.
That was good too.
Sorry for the negativness, but it's just getting out of hand.
Today sucked..pretty much.
Me and Lizzie had this about...million page term paper due today and that along with the stress of everything else, I pretty much hated today.
I walked around with a mean face on all day apparantly according to everyone else...oh well.
I'm just really sick of everything. It's almost the end and everyone is so freaking...messed up. I'm sick of feeling lonely, when I have a million friends. I'm not taking anyone for granted...because I love my friends sooo much, but I just miss this summer. I miss how things used to be. I'm sick of living in the past. Yeah, things are different now, but change is supposed to be good....why can't it be a good change and why is it I'm not content with things now?
Maybe I'm just looking for love in all the wrong places, but everyone around me has found someone...at least for now, and it's not fair. I just want there to be someone always thinking about me, always calling, always wanting to hang out. So many girls have that and take it for granted...pisses me off.
I'm sick of trying to make everyone happy.
Why is it no matter what you do someone always gets hurt?
I'm sick of just ignoring things and everything being "okay"
Why doesn't anyone ever think of anyone elses feelings? Am I the only one? I don't get it.
It's the end of my senior year, I just want to have fun
But I'm scarred I'm going to do more things I'll regret.
I'm sick of the mind games...they friggin suck.
I hate when people say one thing and do another.
Does your word mean nothing to you at all?
Yeah, and then there's you. Who tells me to do something, so I do it and promise no matter what happens you'll still talk to me...and you claim "our friendship means so much to you" but now you can't even call me. Yeah...thanks alot buddy. Whatever.
Got my hair colored tonight. It looks good.
And I went to Wendy's with Lizzie and Britt.
That was good too.
Sorry for the negativness, but it's just getting out of hand.