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This morning i woke up feeling really shitty. worst morning all week. but as i got up i determined that i would have a good day, no exceptions, whether i liked it or not. and so far i have. its a friday, so i dont have to dress up for work. i got paid today. i had lunch with my dad and got all my school books. Today there was frost on the grass and roofs as i went to work. first one that i can remember this year. unless it happened on a day i wasn't working, in which case i wouldn't have been up early enough. its so pretty, it makes me feel like we really do have winter in california.
my mom and Bern are out of town. yesterday they left for LA. they are visiting modeling agencies to see if any of them want to sign with Bern. the guy at Ford Models yesterday really seemed to like her. today they are visiting Whillemina, Elite, and LA but i haven't gotten any updates yet.
me and dad had a nice night in yesterday. we ordered pizza and rented some movies. it was good. today im visiting Kate because she is starved for human contact from Mono.
last weekend i saw Bay for a little while. it was nice. it gets a little less awkward every time i see him. we talked for a while, then ate popcorn and watched Buffy. it was good.
i bought a plant last week, and i nearly killed it in the first week. i'm trying to revive it. we'll see how it goes.
i miss my friends that have moved away. i've been thinking about "the good old days" lately. i had lots of friends, good grades, enough money, and was getting laid. i feel like i'm done here, but i can't move on yet until i can find somewhere i want to transfer to. or course, i'll have to get my grades up so that i'll actually be accepted. i did get my grades back from last semester, and i got all B's! thats what i expected for psych, but i wasn't sure about the other two. so now i have a 2.72 overall. not good enough, but going in the right direction. i have a pattern of doing well in fall and fucking up in spring, so hopefully i can break that cycle this year.
my mom and Bern are out of town. yesterday they left for LA. they are visiting modeling agencies to see if any of them want to sign with Bern. the guy at Ford Models yesterday really seemed to like her. today they are visiting Whillemina, Elite, and LA but i haven't gotten any updates yet.
me and dad had a nice night in yesterday. we ordered pizza and rented some movies. it was good. today im visiting Kate because she is starved for human contact from Mono.
last weekend i saw Bay for a little while. it was nice. it gets a little less awkward every time i see him. we talked for a while, then ate popcorn and watched Buffy. it was good.
i bought a plant last week, and i nearly killed it in the first week. i'm trying to revive it. we'll see how it goes.
i miss my friends that have moved away. i've been thinking about "the good old days" lately. i had lots of friends, good grades, enough money, and was getting laid. i feel like i'm done here, but i can't move on yet until i can find somewhere i want to transfer to. or course, i'll have to get my grades up so that i'll actually be accepted. i did get my grades back from last semester, and i got all B's! thats what i expected for psych, but i wasn't sure about the other two. so now i have a 2.72 overall. not good enough, but going in the right direction. i have a pattern of doing well in fall and fucking up in spring, so hopefully i can break that cycle this year.