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I feel as though I've messed up a lot of the good things in my life.
and I'm too lazy to change that.
sometimes i feel like my schedule is super-packed and i don't have time for things
but yesterday and the day before and even today i'll probably end up doing some homework and then sitting around for 3 hours.
I miss my band.
I miss Ladies.
I miss camp.
I miss the people who I may not ever see again who i've met in my life, but I barely even acknowledged when i had the chance because i felt like I was in too much of a rush.
I wish I didn't live life in a rush.
I wish I hadn't been lazy when I had good things going for me.
I don't know whether it's a real lack of time or just me being anxious.
I guess if I really wanted to know what's going on with me I'd probably need an outside perspective.
on a slightly related note... any bands looking for musicians?
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